Loving Me for Me Crew

If anyone knows me, truly knows me, they would probably know that friendship is one of the most important things in my life. It’s just how I see things, you live, you love, you get hurt sometimes, you give too much sometimes, you give way too little at another time, and there are times that you are stubborn and selfish but at the end of the day you just need to let go, forgive, and be friend each other.

Its funny how I actually get over a break up in less than 3 days yet when it comes to someone that’s a friend, it takes time. Ironically, this past week has been quite surprising really; I realized that my judgmental skill has officially dropped down to level zero. Some people I so called, ‘friends,’ can turn out to be the coldest, most inconsiderate, people while the most random out-of-no-where crew actually considers me as a friend.

A friend you once talked to for hours and couldn’t get enough of the talk can be a total stranger on an unexpected night where as another friend who claims to be the most content, honest, positive, person that constantly wants to catch up can be a total stranger when she meets you in real.

I’d be lying if I were to say that it didn’t hurt me and I am a robotic woman with an emotional blocking ray, truth is, I did feel something. The morning after, I woke up seeing missed calls and text messages from friends that actually cares. My assumptions that some people are honest, reliable, and caring is wrong, there’s nothing I can do about it but to let go and embrace the people around me that wants be with me for me not for the money I earn, the beauty I have, or the freebies I can give.